Good Reading

I have had a little more time each day to devote to reading... and almost all day every saturday and sunday.  I've been working on myself more than anything else.  Largely because that's the most important thing I can think of.  Become a better person, and look for work as an even more valuable person.  Still, it would be nice if business wasn't so much about profit, as it was about purpose.  If I had all I needed to live, I wouldn't do anything I didn't want to do.  They say that when you feel good, you smile.  When you feel bad, if you smile for awhile, you can begin to feel good.  So you can allow your feelings to change your actions, and you can allow your actions to change your feelings.  But does it work with lifestyles?  Can I live like I want to, and eventually I'll find I do indeed have all I ever needed, and wasted a lot of time with worry, stress, and anxiety about it all?  I believe so... after all, there's a growing number of people who have told such a story to others, and a growing amount of research on quantum physics to support the idea.

By the way, I'm looking at ketchup drops on my burger wrapper, and I can't help but notice a smiley face looking back.  Does it represent a connection between me and my environment?  Or just supernatural encouragement?

Falling Apart

My car died earlier.  I cut it off at the first sign of trouble, but it seemed to die even after I had the key in my hands, and away from the ignition keyhole.  It started up again about an hour or so later, after I checked the oil and coolant after it sat through a short rainshower.  But it is only one piece of my life that seems to be showing signs that everything is falling apart.  I try to focus on what I want in life, and let it happen, but I have to wonder if subconsciously, I'm causing the exact opposite of what I want.  Instead of abundance, in health and wealth, am I making myself poor and sick?

Even if I have my finger on the problem... with people all around me stressing over my 'negative income', and their stress and attitudes toward people without a job stressing me...

is it killing me?

Maybe it is, and maybe i'm just going through a real low point in my life that'll start to pick up sooner or later...

Either way, I'm not out of the picture yet.  Just like my car starting up again.  It may have been dead for an hour or so... but that doesn't mean this is the very end.

Here's to health and wealth... in body, mind, and spirit.

Click to Save the World

I've been introduced to a website, www.therainforestsite.com , and I am glad I was introduced. All you do is click, and caring organizations from around the world donate money to save a section of the rain forest and help indiginous tribes survive without turning rainforest into farmland... 

But there are other tabs on the site which allow you to click to fight hunger, illiteracy, and more! Click away... this is the age of miracles... and not just high tech ones like this!

Healing Energy

I've begun to study learning to send energy and recieve it so i can use it to heal people. Additionally, I plan to learn how to turn anything into a source of healing energy...

So wish me luck. And maybe send some support for me so I can focus on doing this, and not getting a 9-5 job sweeping floors... it's hard to meditate and send healing energy while sweeping a floor at the same time... the chances of running into things is higher too.

As for now, I have the time, and enough money to help me pay bills and eat until I am effective enough to make a living healing and helping others.

Choose Your Destiny

I remember those words on the top of the screen when I started to play a Mortal Kombat game once. Years ago. Of course, you choose between four options, from left to right increasing in difficulty. Hmm, how hard to I want things to be? For the most part, I want only a slight little tiny bit of a challenge, and a lot of fun. Which is why I'm working on the way I act and live in these days. There are millions of people out of work in these days, and yet literally thousands of people who are working desperately, in a situation where they are paid too little, and work far too hard. It is time to make a positive change on this. If there is no other way, then to simply pray, meditate, and connect with God to create the shift from this 'reality' to a different one, one we'd rather experience. Less work, more pay, and perhaps less worry and stress but more fun! Let's turn things around. Work for three or four hours a day, get plenty to eat/drink/wear, and enjoy the rest of the day! Have enough money for games, movies, music, pictures, power, water, gas, and high speed internet! Let's build cars to last centuries with almost no maintenance, and sell one to each customer in their lifetime. Let's build everything to last,last,last and be enjoyed by future generations who won't have to work eighty hours in a forty hour work week to enjoy it on their vacation, the day they lose their jobs and start looking for work. I'm looking for work, I'm filling out two applications at least today, but I'm also taking the time to meditate, to use the abilities we are born with to imagine and bring to life a brighter, better future for all of us. I can do it for hours today, or tomorrow, and every day until I get a job. Any one without a job can spend time seeking a better life for all of humankind. It isn't hard! Simply thinking about it and daydreaming about it can 'seep' intention into the universe and work quantum physics magic! My last job was horrible to me. Too much to do, and I had no inspiration to do it within only 8 hours. I needed regular breaks, constant food and drink, music to 'soothe' me... I was far from excited to be there most days. As much as I loved everyone I worked with, and as much as I need a source of income... that was the last time I want that to happen. I'm going to trust God to help me wait for the right job this time. I was in this position last year, and I think it has been a position I've lived in over and over again since I left the military. I can live for a few months looking for work. I want to really build my own business though. For that I'll need some more money though... but it'll work out, I know it will. Use your gifts, even those you don't know you have. Don't doubt them. Hang onto life with all the joy, hope, love, and faith you can. You may hit rock bottom, and bounce off as you realize you can fly.  

Go ahead, choose your destiny!

The Setup

Often, we find ourselves in situations which we didn't expect. Hopefully, most of these will be pleasant experiences. Hopefully, even if they aren't, you learn something important from it you can use for the rest of your life. I don't know much about sending/receiving energy, certainly not enough to do it really well constantly... but from me, to you, here's a bubble of energy, full of love, hope, and joy for you to absorb and enjoy. I hope and pray that it touches your heart, and soul, leaving you pleasantly changed. Too many people have spent their lives over the thousands of years fighting others for energy, when all we have to do, is learn to give it to people. If we give someone energy that builds them up, and then they build on it, and give energy to someone else, and that pattern repeats itself contagiously, it wouldn't be long before we could cover the planet with enormous amounts of loving energy... unleashing a miraculous effect healing and making our world better within seconds. If we did it every minute of the day... we could be looking at Heaven on Earth (in a manner of speaking) within a week, or less. Let's start practicing sending energy, and building up the energy we receive so we have enough to live on, and plenty to give away. (this would work with money too... if enough people gave it to others... until everyone had enough to live on, and we'd probably find that there would be plenty to give away too. Only question would become to who would we give it to if we all have enough? But let's solve that problem when we get to it...)

Will You Change It?

I have read ten or more books that tell me something that I can hardly believe sometimes. You see, most of the time, it would seem that I am simply a victim in life. Things happen to me, and my options are usually pretty limited. Still, in the areas of my life that are sometimes the most important to me, like gaming, miracles not only seem possible, they happen. Two examples are my two x-boxes. I have an older model, which I bought for $10. I also have a newer x-box 360, which I was given for free. The first, was a deal arranged by a good buddy of mine, from a friend of his, whose x-box no longer worked. I paid $10 for it, troubleshot it and decided to replace the disk drive. I was given a disk drive by a different friend who had one to spare when I asked about it. I swapped it for the one that wasn't working... and I had a x-box to play games on. Joy everlasting. Then the 360s came out, and I would literally go to sleep dreaming of getting to play games on my own 360. After awhile, I took the opportunity to go play with my old x-box in a LAN party at a friend's house. He gave me an older x-box 360 he had, so he could go buy a newer 360. Oh what a happy moment that was for me! But this goes to illustrate the miraculous ways that things happen sometimes. But it can happen all the time if we learn how to apply our minds.

So where am I going with this? Well, with what I've read, it has been stated that we live in a quantum virtual simulator to some extent. Our universe as we know it, is an illusion where wavelengths of energy appear 'solid' to us, or don't even appear at all. What is even more interesting, is we are not just users, but user-programmers. When we remember we are not just characters in the game, but also programmers capable of patching the game from inside to make it better, we are closer to understanding what we are fully capable of. This is going to be critical by 2012-2016 though. Something big is coming, something that could possibly end our lives on earth. Like a meteor, or even sooner, a nuclear world war. No, not that this is absolutely going to happen though. Not exactly. The absolute truth, is that these things Could happen. The Conditions will be ripe for world war, and a horrible meteor strike that could bring us to extinction. The conditions will be ripe... but we can weather the storm and make it through to the bright dawn that will follow. We can focus our minds upon that meteor and deflect it away from our planet, like we hit baseballs with a bat to send them away from the catcher's mitt. We can negotiate peace, and set our minds to working together, not against one another. But, we can't wait until after the world war starts. We can't wait until the meteor is in our atmosphere and falling faster than the sun sets. No, we need to start Now. Now is the time to start, now is the time to pray, to 'set our course'. Now is the time to tell heaven and earth we plan to remain here, on earth, living together, playing together, eating together, working together. Now is the time to remember that even as it has been said, 'as in heaven, so in earth' there is another way to say it. I believe the Good Lord put it, 'anything you shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven, and anything you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven'. So let's work together, whatever your religion, faith, skin tone, abilities, ideas, or anything else you might argue about with anyone. Let's put our minds, hearts, and souls together in one brilliant cry, one brilliant shout, and tell all the universe that the children of God have awaken into their inheritance, and the next 10,000 years are going to bring heaven and earth closer together, and hell will be long forgotten.

In the book I'm reading by Gregg Braden, called Fractal Time; he explains a code found in the Bible, the Bible Code, and the prophesy it containts for 2012. At first, there is the simple phrase, "Earth Annihilated". But for the same date, in the same area, the words 'darkness, gloom, comet' intersect. Then there is a different phrase, "It will be crumbled, driven out, I will tear it to pieces". Does this talk about the Earth itself... or is it a message of hope that the comet can be crumbled, driven out, and torn to pieces? Last but not least, is the phrase from which our greatest hope can come. A question from the author of this hidden code within the ancient Torah, the four word question, "Will you change it?"

Fractal Time is a work of masterpiece, bringing the fractal patterns of the natural world, to the conditions that seem to repeat themselves over and over again in our lives as we live through time. It shows that time itself follows the natural pattern of patterns within patterns... the fractal pattern.

So in 2012 the conditions for earth's annihilation will be present. We will be present. The question that hinges on our decisions to help one another, work together, and prevent the destruction of earth is the same one, will we change it?

I have an answer. Yes. The end of this world age will pass, and there will be tragedies, like the ones we have experienced since 1980, and will experience until 2016 and beyond... but my answer is yes... there will be people, cities, technology, and many other things we love and enjoy in the future. Still, I don't think I can do this alone. I am counting on you to agree with me and help me.