My car died earlier. I cut it off at the first sign of trouble, but it seemed to die even after I had the key in my hands, and away from the ignition keyhole. It started up again about an hour or so later, after I checked the oil and coolant after it sat through a short rainshower. But it is only one piece of my life that seems to be showing signs that everything is falling apart. I try to focus on what I want in life, and let it happen, but I have to wonder if subconsciously, I'm causing the exact opposite of what I want. Instead of abundance, in health and wealth, am I making myself poor and sick?
Even if I have my finger on the problem... with people all around me stressing over my 'negative income', and their stress and attitudes toward people without a job stressing me...
is it killing me?
Maybe it is, and maybe i'm just going through a real low point in my life that'll start to pick up sooner or later...
Either way, I'm not out of the picture yet. Just like my car starting up again. It may have been dead for an hour or so... but that doesn't mean this is the very end.
Here's to health and wealth... in body, mind, and spirit.
